When im back in Singapore about 2 weeks ago,i was being my usual self by always staying uplate on the computer checking my emails,blog everything etc.While i am in China ,i seem to freefrom stress and a happy out-going girl and now im back i see myself in th mirror like an old hagwith books on my tables pen,notes on my table.Oh god this is terrible!! i dont know when will be the leadership course for prefects,when will Saint John havetraining,when school holidays going to end???I cant wait to go beack to school..i want to see wadkinda new sec 1s we're having?Is it like this year batch [bunch of monkeys?] or [bunch of smartalex]now question marks are all head?? stress is my problem..yay! my mom is getting my thecrumpler bag i wanted..so happy..but the best part ..i got an EDUSAVE SCHOLARSHIP! yay!! i so happy..actually not i cant have all the happiness i want in the world..