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Thursday, October 30, 2008

To lie in a bed of roses,

To feel the silkiness against my skin,

The fragrance

How it comforts me,

Though feeling so alone,

Once again.There was a time

When skies weren't cloudy,

And it seldom ever rained,

But as the clouds begin to rumble,

Once again there's so much pain.

So I'll lie in my bed of roses,

And wait till the storm subsides,

And use the petals from my bed,

To wipe away the tears I've cried.

♥ 4:04 PM

Monday, October 27, 2008

In tears, i see the rising sun

A smile I've hidden behind that frown i showed

If only the world could see what I feel

then, would the world, know who I am

I've loved, lost and feared the world

for it is sometimes too much to bare

Control, power, is what I fear

for I am weak inside and full of pain

I shout and cry, but knowing

there is nobody there to hear me

I swallow the shame and anger

that lies beneath me

♥ 11:19 AM

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

yesterday soccer match was horrible

i dont understand what is St John or First Aider for??

apparently people are not doing anything! many things can happen when you're in a field or when there's a match going on.

oh my goodness! i cant believe you said that
like i said ,when we are not happy with anything we tell each other right?

why you took so long to tell me? i have to go around asking what happen to you.

i dont like when you're not happy and not telling me. i got hurt everytime for it.
in the end , i started crying.

if you're reading this, let me tell you something!

HE's my best friend, the one i could only count on.

i find there is this difficulty in me, i find it hard to communicate to girls except for a few for always been there for me.other then that i cant talk to girls much .

it always had to be the opposite sex i would be talking to.

understand it.

oh Mr Jonedison Sir, i not reallly have a emo life.

but i saddistic one.

thanks for reading my blog (:

♥ 6:06 AM

Friday, October 17, 2008

i didnt really like happen today.

although i had tons of fun

first i planned on the last day of training for st john which is today

we all go cycling at EAST COAST PARK yay!!

zoie went too..then Mdm Chua asked me to hold the ball

i agreed.

things went well until at this particular area where the army having their running thingy.

i was talking to zoie and she was talking about her baptism thingy when im gonna reply her yea

the ball almost slipped off my hands and trying to get the ball back i swirl the bike and "BOOM" i crash onto the ground and i was like "ouch!" it hurt!

i got a big Boo Boo on my arm , leg , knee and palm.

then this medic officer young chap came over asking i needed any help.

i said no need.then later he still came.

Reach back to school Senior NCO Darren and Zhi Hao came back! but Senior NCO wanted to see the juniors..Sorry Senior NCO

i went for the Prefects Camp. kinda alright.

saw yong whee sir, Ong sir and aaron sir.

they were kinda funny always cracking jokes and stuffs.

then it was dinner ,there is a new gut call ah boon or something. he was funny too.

dinner had rice vegs the funny ball thingy no idea whats it.

im sorry Pig , i made you wait so long.im sure your butt is sore from waiting.

im also sorry that i made you sad about the crush thingy.

please dont ignore me. or else. i have no one else to talk too.

Labels: boo hoo

♥ 9:43 PM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

sorry readers.

charlotte is too tired ..and lazy you update

today going east coast with Lloyd, Eunice and Woen Chung

[is this how you spell?]

skating skating skating!!

♥ 12:29 AM