keep your eyes here.

Damn! What a loner i was today!

everywhere i went im alone.

F***ing S**t!

i felt someone left me.

aren't we friends?

i sat there all alone.

looking at you as you're gone.

Labels: Lost

♥ 8:06 AM

I asked you guys, is St John a boring CCA?

[please tag your answers on my tag board]

are people losing interest in it?

I'm mean i cant blame everyone ,right? is not fair

but somethings i just want to clarify.

my teacher isn't pleased when i didnt attend the meeting on Friday,

and instead i turn up for the UG meeting.

but what hurt me was that,

my teacher told everyone if there's a new HEAD PREFECT selection,

they wouldn't want ,those who had more post of CCA choice.

if she was in my shoes, she wouldn't want to say that,

so what if you're a teacher??

everyone is to be treated with respect and human rights!

being head prefects cums OC of St John is not easy you know!

especially when some of your team mates not cooperating.

is really difficult,i come across times where I'm doing all the "Sai Kang" work .

i find myself pathetic at somethings i do.

others say they understand me, but do you really do?

i've have no one to talk to about,i might as well referred to my blog.

im not being emo shit or anything,i just want people to know how is it like to be HEAD.

Labels: sadden

♥ 10:20 PM

mummy daddy stop it!

dont argue already.

i cried in my sleep.

i cried when im awake

i cried when others fight too.

my EOY is tmr .yet so many things cocked up.

i keeping dreaming what im gonna do after EOY,

French Classes to go

Have a part-time job

plenty of camps to go.

talk about camps.i cant believe im gonna be group IC for Sec 1 UG camp..

and the guy who is gonna with me is..

HONG PIN.

funny guy, eh-huh?

sorry guys im gonna cut my cellphone off!

my bill overshot into the sky!

i will miss my beloved of course.

but dont worry i will get back my phone once my bill is stable

i dont believe i cant live without my phone.

wait! actually i can live WITHOUT my phone.

i treat it as im going to camp or something.

haha bye readers.

♥ 5:37 PM

this few week, im troubled.

im troubled by everything around me.

im sad

is this what you called friends?

when you needed me, i was there for you

but..

when i needed you, you're speechless and you weren't there for me.

when i cried , you left.

now i know why my mummy says is too young to fall in love.

Labels: depressed

♥ 6:50 PM

Well today is a certain someone's birthday.

Happy Birthday!

Early morning this ***** keep mentioning about someone's birthday?

is *** trying to make me feel gulity?

*** thinks that i didnt know about the birthday?

what a dope!

then not bad enough she talk to ******** about me.

when cant she say it in my face?

are you scared?

or you just dont have the guts to say it,*****!

i cant bear to hear **** words coming out from a *****'s mouth!

next time,wanna say.say it , *****!

2.50pm Mamma Mia start ,i liked the movie cos most of the parts are hilarious then some part were damn sad

went to eat subway at downtown with zhao wang

i saw the msg,that someone sent me.

i broke down to tears. till i reach home.

Labels: fucked up feelings

♥ 9:13 PM

i cant control my tears.

i cant control my feelings

i broke down.no one knew.

why is it so diffcult to me,where is easy to others.

my blog is for happy thoughts yet i wrote about sad ones.

♥ 10:28 PM

Sssshhhh!!!

i hate this man!

im forever regretting every thing i do in life

one step back? me says : no

one step forward? me says : still no.

im stuck here like a plain jane.

no no charlotte. End Of Year is coming soon ,

Focus Charlotte!!

With all the disruptions coming along, i can never get my scholarship this year

well i already dont think i can. [puuuleeease!]

you wanna help? i dont think so. im sorry.

♥ 3:54 PM

post -Exam activities: Changkat Idol

GOOD chance and not to be miss..
thought of singing for teachers but i dare not.
gave up that chance
god,gave me another chance to open up again
and is

CHANGKAT IDOL!

should i join?
will i loose my voice?
will people laugh after that?
will my parents support me or discourge me to go?

p.s i kinda lost someone,that i've been looking for.i hope __ will talk to me again or something. To that someone, im so SORRY.

♥ 7:01 PM

why are you doing this?

deleting me off everything?

are you avoiding me?

what are you trying to prove?

♥ 7:01 PM

Poems for you.

Everything was simple

Everything was fine

I knew I couldn't have you

And I knew why

I tried to move on